Sa lahat ng mga Freshie 2012 ng Unibersidad ng Pilipinas!Balak ko sanang magsimula ng isang laro. Dahil konektado naman tayong lahat sa blog na ito, gusto ko sanang anyayahan kayong lahat na makibahagi sa larong ito sa pamamaraan ng pag-kwento ng inyong First-Day bilang freshman sa…
We live our lives worrying too much for the future, that we forget to live our present. We’re stuck in the in between and act as if we’ll never die. I guess, that’s what mankind fails to realize; that we all die in the end anyway. No one gets out alive. Why worry so much of how tomorrow will be?
We all want to earn money for the future that in the process we compensate our own health. We then use our accumulated money to better ourselves, then abuse again our body to earn more. It might be better to sit in a comfy warm house than to freeze your ass, but nothing will compare to sitting your ass in the cold with someone you love than being alone in a warm mansion. My point being, money doesn’t assure you of happiness, and being poor does not assure of suffering and sadness either.
This one came out on time. A while ago, I was thinking of how afraid I am of dying. I mean, we don’t know what’s after death; either we go to heaven or hell or whatever. I’m afraid of losing my relatives,especially my mom, my friends, etc. I can still remember my dream about two days ago: that the world was in chaos and there was this bad guy, I think it’s a demon, that wanted to take away everyone’s life. I kept on telling while crying this to him and to my mom: Ayoko pa mamatay, hindi ko pa nagagawa lahat ng gusto kong gawin (I don’t wanna die yet, I still haven’t done the things I wanted to do). Then I woke up, thinking that it wasn’t just a dream. Good thing it was. But it was one awakening dream nightmare.
Siguro nagtataka ka kung bakit patuloy kitang ipinepair-up with her eh alam mo namang gusto kita. Uhm, ganito kasi yun, alam ko naman kasing forever nang unrequited love yung akin. So, kung patuloy kong ipangalalandakan na gusto parin kita at tayo ang para sa isa’t isa, parang di ko pa rin tinitigilan ang sarili kong masaktan. Fudge. Well, akala ko sa paraang paglalapit sa inyong dalawa, mas magiging masaya at payapa ang puso ko. Ngunit isang malaking kalokohan lang pala yun. Niloloko ko lang ang sarili ko. Mas lalo tuloy akong naaapektuhan. Hmp. Bat kasi sinimulan ko pa yung pair-up na yun? Ako pa yung nag-assume para sa ibang tao. Tanga lang. Pero ewan, sa ngayon chill muna dapat. SUmmer na summer eh lululungin ko sarili ko sa mga walang kwentang bagay? Malapit na pati magpasukan. Haiy, ba’t kasi magkasama pa kami sa iisang campus (ni guy)? Makes it harder for me to let go(?). Haahaha. Ang dromooo ko nomon. XD Bye na nga.
Math and Physics…just because they don’t love me. Well sometimes they show me some love, but they take it back immediately. I always have this moment of, ”Ah, gets ko na” as the teacher’s explaining the process of let’s say, solving this problem. But once examination time comes, I tend to lose everything in my mind, everything that I have studied for the whole night. Nakakainis lang, kaya di na ko para mag-effort pa kasi wala din namang pinagkaiba—-well, meron naman, di pa naman ako nabagsak sa mga subjects na to, pero, dumating na sa punto na I’m hanging by a thread kumbaga. Nyehehehe.. Awa ng Diyos, never naman akong nagkarecord ng flunked grade. ;) Nevertheless, I didn’t totally hate them to the point na I’d rather cut class, because of the awesome way of how the instructors teach us. May mga teacher pati na kahit gaano pa kahirap yung subject, ipaparealize nila sayo na kaya naman pala talaga yun, though hindi mo forte. Pakilala ka naman. ;)
I don’t know but I’m still scared with the lady who crawls out of the well. :( That is why when i see pictures of her on facebook, I hide them as fast as I can. O.o